♥We aint perfect cos we've got flaws!♥

Last post for the blog before its officially dead.

2009-11-25T12:08:00.002+08:00

I find it awfully sad that after "o"s, most people parted. Remember how close we used to be and how we made promises to keep in touch forever? I guess all these were just empty promises. When "o" levels were nearing people start to drift apart, thats a fact where everyone of us cannot deny. Well as for those who did not, your friends are really true, so cherish `em. People became more self-centered, as everyone wished to excel `emselves. After "o"s, plans of having fun together was once again dashed. Everyone is preoccupied with job hunts, and those who got their jobs proceeded on working. Well its pretty normal I guess. But thing is texts exchanged dropped rapidly til zero... *sigh*... oh wells, its part and parcel of life I supposed. Some friends whom you thought were real cannot take jokes you made about `em, but yet they `emselves create jokes outta you. It hurts... but you did not take it to heart. Whats this? Friends? Nah... no matter how hard you try to accomodate to their needs, they always failed to pay attention to yours. They were always insensitive to other's feelings but their own. After all the hurt, they have inflicted, they apologise. Whats the use of apologising when you have already crushed someone? If you know it would hurt, should you not think twice before blurting out hurtful remarks? *sigh* Its alright... I guess... humans are not perfect... but do atleast do your best to be more sensitive to the feelings of those around you... I won't be posting anymore... `cause nobody reads or tag.

26 august 2009

2009-08-26T20:47:00.001+08:00

3 hrs and 13 mins left to my darlings' BIG day !

24 auguts 2009

2009-08-24T18:26:00.000+08:00

3 more days to my darlings BIG day !

22 august 2009

2009-08-22T09:54:00.003+08:00

5 more days to my darlings BIG day !

20 august 2009

2009-08-20T17:46:00.001+08:00

7 more days to my darlings BIG day !

16 august 2009

2009-08-16T09:05:00.001+08:00

11 days more to my darlings BIG day !

15 August 2009

2009-08-15T07:20:00.001+08:00

12 days left to my darlings BIG day !

11 august 2009

2009-08-11T18:10:00.001+08:00

16 more days to my darlings BIG day !

10 august 2009

2009-08-10T11:07:00.000+08:00

17 more days to my darlings BIG day !

9 august 2009

2009-08-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

18 more days to my darlings BIG day !

11 July 2009

2009-07-12T10:25:00.003+08:00

28 Jun 09

2009-06-28T20:48:00.002+08:00

ytd was about to continue ss themes notes,Kevin came knocking with Elaine meii and nicole.dressed and unlocked the gate to let `em in.its was kinda quiet at first `cause we haven't seen each other for quite awhile so alil' paiseh.after that Kevin suggested playing badminton so i took my rackets and bottle while i waited for Kevin to ring up his bro Kenneth.lols.upon hearing that i'm also playing badminton,Kenneth went down too.lols i guess `cause i can maintain the shuttle in the air?played for quite sometime then Rachael meii came down.followed by Kenneth.when the sky was turning black i heard someone yelling from 5th storey,i looked up and Rachael meii told me that it was Kim meii.she came down shortly.we played for quite awhile.i'm so ecstatic `cause its been long since we played together.i enjoyed playing with Kenneth,Rachael meii and Kim meii most `cause can keep the shuttle in the air.funny siax,Kenneth and i had a match against each other,he "lose" lerhs then say want revenge.i feel that he is much more sensible now.ahahas.his voice is much "manlier" now.okay gotta run imooto kept pressing me to let her use com.tadas!yay tmr can see my beloveds again ((:

H1N1

2009-06-22T20:20:00.004+08:00

been thinking for quite awhile.is all the outbreak of viruses and natural disaster a way god wants to punish mankind?humans are just so undeniably greedy and selfish,of course i'm partly so too.all they ever care about was how to get more and more money,even if it means to sacrifice the environment.i feel so sorry as to what has become of the kind nature inculcated in mankind at birth.there are many out there worrying how to survive and yet there are filthy rich ones spending money unnecessarily.nobody wants and cares as to what has become of the world.i fear that humans might be wiped out due to our selfishness.can we blame anyone on our downfall?absolutely no `cause it is us who bring about the catastrophe.i hope i can stop the pandemic but i know nothing about medicine nor can i contribute significantly to the research,so i PRAY hard that kind souls out there that are able to help to contribute to the society.if my life could be exchanged for the health and peace of the world,i'm willing to do so.I MEAN IT.

p/s:whats there to rejoice about having an extra week for holidays?it just shows how severe H1N1 has become.ain`t you guys worried at all?

22/6/09

2009-06-22T20:07:00.003+08:00

woke up at 6am today.took bus 27 to tampines and changed to bus 293 to see a dermatologist.i waited for like an hour before the clinic was opened -.- i was issued a queue number and it was like 28?the nurse told us to return after 2hrs and we did.guess what.the dermatologist only seen 9 patients.i was like what the feathers?okaasan and i went shopping near si yi's(fourth aunt) house but still the number was stuck at 9?>:( okaasan and i headed to tampines 1:D after wasting another precious 2hrs or so.shopped for awhile and tsk okaasan's friend called and told us we were supposed to go in by back door.dortz BIG time!it was like 2plus lerhs.nvm.i had a great day as okaasan bought me lots of things.she's especially generous today.here's a list of how $$ was spent:

1.See dermatologist + medicine for face:$117.50
2.Jap tidbits from tampines 1:$25.60
3.adidas deodorant:$2.80
4.meals:$6
5.crocs summer foot wear:$69.50
6.shorts:$23.80
7.stickers:$3
8.others:$6.40

total:$254.60

p/s:gomenasai okaasan.arigato~ okaasan.ashiteru okaasan :D

special science centre trip

2009-06-20T22:50:00.002+08:00

i'm kinda surprised that i'm actually on time for the first time this year.we were supposed to gather at sengkang mrt platform at 12.30pm but i reached there at about 12.10pm.had music blasting in my ears as i was bored and didnt know what to do.jiie arrived like 10mins later?so elated and shocked to see her.okay lame-.-i wanted to chat with her so badly but i didnt know what to talk about.alright nvm bout that.we waited so long for everyone to arrive but its alright since its been long since i joined FD activities.jiie and i listened to music while my imooto kept disturbing me.so pissed.but today i'm considered niice `cause usually when she kajiao me,i'd hit her real hard.today i merely gave her warnings or ignored her xD though i've been to sci centre like a gazillion times but this was the only one that i've enjoyed.maybe `cause jiie was ard and i really tried to learn.lastime i just go there and horseplayed ard.i'm so ecstatic.anw lots of hilarious things took place but i'm too lazy to say here so nvm hahas.i'll do my best to treat my imooto btr.`cause by being angry at her i'm immature too.thanks geraldine jiie and jiie for all ur wise advices :D love you people like always :D

Quiz

2009-06-18T21:53:00.005+08:00

All of the 14 people must do this quiz , unless he/she doesn't have a blog.Write the name of 14 people you can think off the top of your head.Then answer the questions.

1.Mavis
2.Lolita
3.Junice
4.Chris
5.Kimberly
6.Jermain
7.Jean
8.Xinyi junior
9.Wendy
10.Jianhui
11.Isaac
12.Xavier
13.Chee Kit
14. Clement

1. How did you get to meet 7 ?
playground located near my apt.

2. What would you do if you & 13 never meet ?
it would be a regret.

3. What would you do if 1 & 12 date ?
jiie di lian?unlikely they dont even know each other ((:

4. Have you ever seen 14 cry ?
nah.

5. Would 4 & 11 be a good couple?
NO WAY!

6. Do you think 11 is attactive?
you've gotta be kidding...

7. What's 2's favourite colour ?
same as me?we're `gans xD

8. When was the last time you talk to 9 ?
awhile ago?

9. What language does 8 speak ?
mandarin and english.

10. Who is 13 going out with ?
like i'd know.

11. What grade is 12 in ?
i'm not sure but he's 14 this year.

12. Would you ever date with 10 ?
no way.he's my buddy.

13. Where does 5 live ?
near my apt...

14. What's the best thing about 3 ?
everything.

15. What would you want to tell 10 now ?
hope your face gets better.

16. What's the best thing about 8 ?
easy-going.

17. Have you ever kissed 5 ?
she's my meii o.O

18. What was the best memories you have with 7 ?
playing badminton and rollerblading tgt.

19. When's the last time you saw 6 ?
few days ago outside her school ((:

20. How is 14 & 12 different ?
one's a friend and one's a bro...

21. Is 6 pretty ?
absolutely.

22. What was the first impression of 11 ?
nerd (sorry...)

23. How did you meet 5 ?
same pri sch...

24. Is 1 your best friend ?
like duh.she's awesome!but i have several best friends ((:

25. Do you hate 12 ?
ya think?he's my bro.

26. Have you seen 4 on the last month ?
sadly no...

27. When was the last time you said hi to 3 ?
ytd...

28. Have you been to 5's house ?
yupp ((:

29. When's the next time your gonna see 10 ?
when school starts.

30. Are you close to 13 ?
maybe?

31. Have you been to a movie with 4 before ?
nope but i desire to [:

32. Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8 ?
no.we're extremely niice people ((:

33. Would you give 2 a hug ?
why not?we're `gans + best friends :D

34. When have you lied to 3 ?
nvr dare to.she will slaughter me xD

35. Is 1 good with socializing ?
totally yeah.

18 Jun 09

2009-06-18T21:13:00.002+08:00

woke up at 8.25am today `cause of some ding dongs that started working at the construction site and created a din.the ironical part is though my dorm's door was shut,still i could hear it loud and clear.tried getting back to my sleep.failed miserably.tossed around for more than an hour and got all wet in exchange.the weather is XTREME sweltering and caused poor karen who couldnt stand heat to bathe more than 3times a day.went to watch tv since its much better than tossing around.mum cooked and i ate.i kinda suspect that i have anorexia `cause i couldnt bring myself to eat but i hafta.so i forced myself to consume something.these few days during dinner i have no appetite at all.anyway,bathed at 10plus.spent more than 1/2 an hour "styling" my hair.cycled to jiie's house with blades in basket.kinda tough to balance since its heavier at the front.did chem together and certainly hope i've helped her understand mole concept better.after jiie's otoosan came home,jiie and i went downstairs to cycle,blade and played badminton.lols!i taught her how to blade.she almost had me killed.i kept fearing that she might injure herself upon falling thus,i became her human pillar.lols.she's real scary cos she consistently almost fell.thankfully she didnt injure herself or i'd be guilt-ridden.perspired like nobody's business and jiie said she was thirsty so we went up and get some coins and headed to the vending machine.had a niice looooooooong chat with her.i really hope that we will keep in contact as she's an awesome friend,too good to lose.alright i've been naggy...cya on my nxt post :DD

15/6/09

2009-06-15T22:40:00.002+08:00

rollerbladed to meet spring.went to my home.studied.homeworked.watched 4bia and stay alive.sent her home.went home.watched dong fang zhi zhu.msned.blogged.gonna complete ss SEQ.here's a lazy post.I owe you ppl a good one...

Two stars

2009-06-12T13:27:00.003+08:00

Wake up,
When will things be good enough for you to see...
All that we can be?!

I'm sick of,
Playing games,
And acting like we never care.
Like we're never there.

We pay attention,
For only seconds.

Look at you,
Look at me.
There's never any us!
Can't you see,
All we can become?
We can shine like the sun,
If we believe that two stars a brighter than one.

C'mon, c'mon, c'mon...
Look at you...
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon...

Look at me
Listen...
the way we feel is not just about you or me
it's the harmony

just give in
cos together we'll be brighter than just any star
a work of art

we'll make the sky great
uniting you and I

Look at you,
Look at me.
There's never any us!
Can't you see,
All we can become?
We can shine like the sun,
If we believe that two stars a brighter than one

C'mon, c'mon, c'mon...
Look at you...
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon...

Is it too much to ask,
That you put us first?
I feel like we're last in the universe.
And that's not where we ought to be!

Look at you, Look at me.
There's never any us!
Can't you see,
All we can become!
We can shine like the sun,
If we believe that two stars are brighter than one.

C'mon, c'mon, c'mon.
Look at you.

C'mon, c'mon, c'mon.
Look at me.

C'mon, c'mon, c'mon.
Look at you.

C'mon, c'mon, c'mon
look at me.

Too cool

2009-06-08T18:04:00.006+08:00

I'm too cool for my dress
These shades don't leave my head
Everything you say is so irrelevant
You follow and I lead
You wanna be like me
But you're just a wannabe
Love it or hate it

I can't help the way I am
Hope you don't misunderstand

But I'm too cool, too cool
I'm too cool to know you
Don't take it personal
Don't get emotional
You know it's the truth
I'm too cool for you

You think you're hot
But I'm sorry you're not
Exactly who you think you are
Can't tell you what that you haven't got
when we walk into the room
I'm too cool for you

You're lucky I'm so nice
Even I'm suprised
You are still allowed to be in my crew
I'll show you how it's done
If you wanna be someone
Just watch me and you'll learn some

Me, myself and I agree
You'll never catch up with me
'Cause I'm too cool, too cool
I'm too cool to know you
Don't take it personal
Don't get emotional
You know it's the truth
I'm too cool for you

You think you're hot
But I'm sorry you're not
Exactly who you think you are
Can't tell you what that you haven't got
when we walk into the room
I'm too cool for you

You see some are born with beauty brains and talent and they've got it all
while others have to all their lives
still they never get the call
That's the difference between you and me
Obviously
I'm a nautral
I'm the real deal

yeah I can't help the way I am
Hope you don't misunderstand

But I'm too cool, too cool
I'm too cool to know you
Don't take it personal
Don't get emotional
You know it's the truth
I'm too cool for you

But I'm too cool, too cool
I'm too cool to know you
Don't take it personal
Don't get emotional
You know it's the truth
I'm too cool for you

21/5/09

2009-05-21T20:04:00.003+08:00

updates on my results :
CL-B3 , Math-B3 , Amath- C5 , Sci(chem/phy)-C5 , combined humanities -D7
pretty disappointed but shouldnt be as some subjects i totally nvr touched.and most subjects studied like 1~4 days before the actual exams.blame nobody but myself.i shall not let history repeat itself!gambatte for your MT "O" levels my peers!

9/5/09

2009-05-10T00:15:00.002+08:00

woke up.chanted.bathed.mrted to far east.shopped.bought clothes.extreme niice ones.bought uber niice accesories.homed.

8/5/09

2009-05-08T15:07:00.003+08:00

whoa ytd was cousin julz's BIG day.she's officially 25.but she wasted the day away by working.hiax.such a good looker but yet a workaholic.I hope she gets a good man she deserves soon xD gawd i'm such a blockhead.i actually forgot to bring the present for best friend.i rmb her b'day but forgot to bring the gift.i'm so sorry best friend.i didnt mean to forget.ss paper was btr than i expected.first time in my life,i completed the full paper with only one qns left out.hahas.yupp you're so right.i've screwed science(physics).i'll blame nobody but myself.no worries.i'm good.i wont commit the same mistake again i swear and cross my heart to die if i do.i think i'm like a tardy queen in terms of my thinking.i actually left my pencil in my bag and went for CL listening compre.i told THS then he asked ppl who obviously have only one pencil on their table if they've got one to spare.he only asked two students.i was lyk nvm -.- the person sitting beside me obviously has one to spare and yet he didnt ask.i dont blame him its my fault anyway to be to tarded in my reaction.
p/s: autumn jiie ltr i'll chant for 30mins as a promise alright?

3/5/09

2009-05-03T18:09:00.003+08:00

i've always dread waking up on a sunday morning as it always mean that i'll hafta attend sch da nxt day.come to think of it,life's been relatively dull to me.everyday is just a repeated cycle.wake up,wash up,go sch,go home,nap,study,slp and blah blah blah...shall add colours to my life by taking up jap aft "o"s.jap language sounds awesome and sweet unlike how s'poreans speak.so uncouth.jap gals are like drop dead gorgeous?i wish i was one of `em...hahas.i crave to pick up drumming,hiphop dance then taekwondo.but not anytime soon i guess,cause my family is kinda cash-strapped.i loathe myself for being so unmotivated.lyk duh.who wants to be unmotivated esp when they're taking "o"s?i'll do my best alright?i'm gonna nap now and revise ltr.ja ne!

the unmotivated.

2009-05-02T22:32:00.004+08:00

recently everyone has been mugging for their studies.i'm not actually mugging just briefly did some questions.i'm so unmotivated.all i ever want now is to spent time with my dear ones.idk maybe because i know that a major disaster is gonna strike and wipe out the population?lyk epidemic?should i be sad?cause i rly dont feel that way.now i take things pretty lightly.like duh.what can i do?i'm just a minor.i'm happy to have my `family`gans`cliques`BFFLs with me.i love `em or else i wouldnt have said so.yeah so i will do my best since my peers are alr awakening from their lalaland and mugging.shall try to mug.i'm so happy that i've cleared the unpleasant air.i feel so fresh now hahas.love you ppl as always.stay happy,cheerful and healthy!

29/4/09

2009-04-29T19:56:00.002+08:00

本来你说我是好朋友，我是应该感到高兴的。。。但是我发现你对我不坦白。我知道你不想我干涉你的事，但是我只是为了你好。既然你不希望我多管闲事，那我就不要自讨没趣了。你是我生命中的阳光与乌云。有时让我看见了希望，但有时却让我感到绝望。很多人告诉过我，我不应该太在意他人的眼光。我自己也明，没人能使我生气或开心处非我允许他们这么做。。。但是，说来简单，做起来可难了。。。我只会为我在乎的人而感到伤心，难过。我不知道你们真得那么认为吗？我是否因该行人我省旁的人呢。。。

心情：不知所措

25/4/09

2009-04-26T11:43:00.002+08:00

ytd was fun.during lit we were given three breaks. cool! during the second break, Jas allowed us sometime to grab a bite at kou fu. mavis, miaodan and i were kinda like gan jiong spiders. we headed straight to the mart near kour fu once she released us :D mavis bought two packets of stick tidbits and a cup of calbee jagabee. miaodan bought two packets of jagabee and i bought potato crackers in the form of wheels and chocomint :D aft an hour plus, lesson ended. headed to STACIE's apartment. i like her house its simple yet elegant and clean. tolfie was cute. she barked at me when i stepped into the house cause i'm like a stranger to her. aft that she kinda tagged along with me wherever i go when stacie was resting :D studied quite alot. well atleast i think so :D aft that we had dinner. stacie's mum whipped up two dishes; asam fish and some stir-fried veg. YUM! love the fish and its sauce :D rest and studied again. before we knew it, its alr near 12. stacie bathed while i washed my face. i went to bed. stacie's bed was real comfy! slept like a log. she's so sweet, in the middle of the night she came and pulled over the blanket for me. aft that its morning. we washed up and went to aljunied for tim sum. envious right? we ordered alot. uber full...aft which her sis drove me to serangoon mrt where i parted `em. BEST DAY EVER!♥

21/4/09

2009-04-21T22:13:00.002+08:00

aft sch loli meii and junice babe walked past my classroom and we've decided to meet up ltr to study.went home.bathed.packed.meet loli meii and junice babe at mcdonalds.they munch on their lunch while i stoned there as i alr had my lunch :D aft a long discussion we decided to go to loli meii's hse.we v.guaii today.we did our homework seriously and i revised alil'.aft that we had ladies talk,which i shall not reveal its details.uber funny lurhs loli meii keep saying things lyk sqeeze = squeeze, xu xian = qu xian.LOLs!junice and I laughed lyk nobody's business.junice was so hilarious,aft each joke she'll be lyk alkane,alkene.i was lyk lmao!?!aft that we walked to pasar malam nearby sculpture park.junice spotted 2 pyjamas that she fancied and bought it.quite cute larhs,suit her loads.hiax... being tall aint great at all cos its difficult to look niice in adorable clothings...frankly speaking i'm NOT tall just avg...but among asian girls can consider as above avg.anyways had TONNES of FUN today.love you both hahas!(i love all my friends anw :D )

17/4/09

2009-04-18T19:42:00.003+08:00

ytd was a fun day.we had international friendship tournament in sch.its awesome as we get to bond tgt as a class.i'm so glad i participated in the captain ball's tournament.gosh our opponent was strong!i was tripped numerous times but thankfully didnt fall.i realised something,teamwork and team-spirit is really important.wow!everyone can really jump if they are forced to show their potential.by right we should have won `em by 4 goals but the fact that our feet touched the blue portion the goals are unaccounted for.nvm great teamwork 4e4!but we'd won the match by 1goal but we had the least score difference so out we went-.- i was drained after the match.i simply stoned there and stayed back to cheer for 4e1!they are fantastic.they have wonderful strategy and incredible teamwork.this lead `em to the champion!3 cheers for 4e1 hip hip hurray!hip hip hurray!hip hip hurray.4e2 was real tough too.the fight b/w `em was really close.though 4e1 kept scoring they nvr gave up and their class cheered even louder.i'm envious!i admire their sportsmenship cos though some of `em are injured they still persevered on and continue with the game!people you rawks!YAY!

12/4/09

2009-04-12T11:56:00.003+08:00

after so much that i've been through i finally realised the importance of cherishing things given and done for me, because only then will one truely understand the meaning of happiness. though i know for the fact that i'm not perfect, but atleast i'm working at it to be someone whom people enjoy having be it as a friend, sibling, cousin or child. i will also refrain from consuming fried or spicy food because i know they are bad for my health. once in a while i'll allow myself to indulge in fried food but definitely not spicy ones as the last thing i dont wish to see is my face becoming a volcano again. my mum had spent lots of money on my face treatment and i certainly dont wish that her efforts would go down the drain. sorry if i ever did hurt you badly but it is never my intention to do so. I WILL change before "o"s. i love everyone that i cherish.

notice...

2009-03-13T22:35:00.001+08:00

...I WONT BE BLOGGING FOR THE TIME BEING...

i wish i was a mind reader...

2009-03-13T22:20:00.002+08:00

although everything seems fine but we know it aint.time will heal everything i guess.all i can do now is try to be independent and face up to reality.reality can be harsh but its meant to challenge us.meii thanks fer listening i appreciate and yeah i'll do my best to grow up and stop being immature and childish okay?m-chan thanks loads fer ur advice.i'm too naive to paint a beautiful picture,in life such things are impossible to occur.yeah i'm HAPPY...dont worry...

ice-skating on 8/3/09

2009-03-13T20:54:00.010+08:00

all swells dat ends well

2009-03-13T16:23:00.002+08:00

yeaps!~deariie and i sort of patch up.not as closest or best friends but as normal friends.we're gonna start from zero again.studies should and will be my priority now cos its da "o" levels year.gambatte kudasai everyone!

everything just seems so wrong...

2009-03-13T13:23:00.002+08:00

just when i thought everything were going smoothly,something just has to ruin it all.although we've only know each other fer a couple of months,we hit off real well.i thought it was predestined fer us to be close and best friends,but no.i dont understand what happened but after da AK workshop you've changed tremendously.i really wished i knew what you were thinking of...when you said "i'm just uncomfortable about you making plans so early..." i knew something was wrong but i thought i was thinking too much.until you said "we may not be that close anymore" its like piercing a sharp bladed sword through my heart.maybe i'm too sensitive,but i'm just like that.after that,you smsed me "all my friends are hi-bye friends...",HA! how naive i was to say i wont be,when you actually meant that its the way you're treating your friends now.i really really want to have you as a best and close friends,but on seeing the way things are going,this friendship will end today.i'm hurt deeply,but nevermind cause time is the medicine for my "wound".i'm sick and tired of all this,I really AM!hiax...we shouldnt have crossed path.its a wrong move for me to choose this path.I feel so sorry for myself,although my friend kept telling me to be strong and move on with life.the ONLY constant is CHANGE.I dont wish to believe this saying but unfortunately its v.true...i'm grieving over it.but so what its just my wishful thinking all along.what forever,天长地久,一生一世 its all crap,unless someone can influence me to change this mindset,it'll be like that til the blow is over...yupp indeed love is to let go not hold on.aishiteru as a friend but guess its totally over now.i take relationships too seriously thus,i always end up in deep hurt when such things happen.but i'll grow up.i'm too naive now.saranghaeyo every of my `friends`gans`cliques`exfriends`exgans(:

5/3/09

2009-03-05T22:19:00.004+08:00

i'm euphoric bout da events dat took place except 1 but anw.i'm happy to have true friends.

♥PICTURES!♥

2009-03-01T12:53:00.012+08:00

julz,sis,me,leon

julz,rolland

julz,me,sis,leon,rolland

julz,me,sis,leon,rolland me,bibi,sis gorgeous bibi jiie
sam and bibi jiie
sam and bibi jiie sam and bibi jiie

RAVISHING BIBI JIIE

Cousin Bibi's wedding((:

2009-03-01T12:33:00.003+08:00

ytd at ard 2.30pm i went to my godfather's hse(my dad's youngest bro).i was kinda of shy at 1st cos my cousins and i seldom communicate and dey have all grown up so did i by i'm so much younger den `em in terms of age.it was time for tea ceremony.bibi jiie's hubby fed she some "mian xian",den she fed her hubby some "mian xian" as it was part of da chinese culture.aft dat we all went to help ourselves with da buffet.of cos i was trying to lose weight and i abstained from fried,spicy food as well as meat.so i ate plain rice with fish.da fish was simply exuberant.i had some beverages and went inside da hse.i didnt dare to speak to `em cos we hadnt lyk met each other fer lyk a decade(no kidding).we waited fer around 1/2 hr before da bus came to fetch us to sentosa.i sat with leon kor and julz jiie and rolland(idk how to spell) kor sat behind us.da journey was quiet through out cos we were too shy to speak.when we reached sentosa dere was plenty of time left before da banquet start.so julz jiie and rolland kor went to da arcade.i tot it was pretty boring so my sis,leon kor and i went too.apparently,julz jiie and my sis kept on luffing at idk wad and a conversationg started.weird ehs?julz jiie is real niice and when she told me that she played soccer i was kinda stunned.we cam-whored and i shall post the pictures ltr.i asked fer their contacts cos i decided dat if i dont do so i dont think dere'll be a nxtime.so glad i asked.gawd bibi jiie is so gorgeous i'm envious i told her dat and she told me not to worry cos i have da family genes so i'll be da same when i grow up lols!hope so anw i'm gonna post da pics!

unpleasant day

2009-02-22T20:14:00.005+08:00

during da afternoon i had my chem tuition.i'm satisfied with da outcome of today's session cos i have picked up numerous new concepts which i previously had difficulties understanding.it was a pleasant day until late afternoon.wendy known as "my sister" threw a tantrum again.she's always like dat.one of our rooms was leased to a family of five of my father's friend.they had three kids,gabriella,angela and olivia."my sister" always picked on angela w/o any apparent reason.today,she took angela's scooter & threw it.suddenly she was overwhelmed by anger and ran towards angela and shouted, "lmbecile!Get lost from my house right now!I dont wish to rent my room to you anymore!"she charged towards angela and wanted to beat her up.fortunately,angela's movements were swift enough and saved her from injuries.she went into her room and locked it up."my sister" punched her fists on the door various times then went back to her dinner.i was so damn irritated.i have been suppressing my anger for way too long and this time she incurred my wrath again.so i took a broom and went towards her i wanted to beat her up but didnt cause i am bound to break her limps cause she is really thin.i attempted to phone da cops so dat she could be put away into girl's home but my father obstructed me.someday,if she's put into girl's home you will know da reasons behind.although i always look cheerful in school.i have my family problems too.i just dont wanna bring it up cause i dont want anybody to pity me.i wrote on my blog so dat i can vent my frustrations here.to all who have siblings who are really nice to you,dont take `em for granted.cause i always envy ppl who have obedient siblings cause i'm not as lucky...

valentine's day

2009-02-14T14:32:00.002+08:00

ohayo gozaimasu.kyo aru valentine's day desu.atashi wa iie koibito desu.atashi wa kanjiru netamu desu.today my back pain at da right kidney area acted up again.it was excruciating.well there's something thats really bothering me but i shall not say it here.i dont give a sam hill to these people alr.i believe my `gan jiie.she said as long as you know what you're doing is right dont bother wad people say.i totally agree.i live fer da sake of myself not fer others.i will nvr think negatively ever again.haoting meii thks fer being ever readily concerned about me.you're a true great `gan.whenever when i'm melancholic you're da 1st to spot it.i'm really lucky to have you as a `gan meii((:atashi wa suki haoting-chan desu((: HAPPY valentine's day

7th feb 09

2009-02-07T19:20:00.002+08:00

i woke up at 8.30am today just to prepare fer my tuition.to my horror, my tutor reached at 10.15am when he informed me that our session will be starting at 9plus.of cos i was upset.but still i was uber harsh with my words.i msged him in a brusque tone that he was late again.i feel rather awkward when he apologised to me.hopefully, he wont quit tuitoring me just because of this incident.anw some positive note about what happened today.aft my tuition, I slp fer 2hrs.aft that i woke up and had my lunch.followed by going to 297plus with gabriella to play bball.it was relatively disappointing because there was a lot of guys, in their mid 20s playing bball.In other words they we wont get to play.i went home to get my bike and zoom to the bball court behind pei hwa.fortunately, there was an empty court.we played fer an hour and went home due to the unfavourable weather=.=lawllers!my skills improved quite alot((:tmr is going to be someone's special day.i dont understand myself.I know that she treats me lyk ... and yet i worshipped her lyk god...i guess its cos i'm indebt to her.tada~

6th feb 09

2009-02-06T21:32:00.004+08:00

today i realised the importance of friends because its alright to be single, as friction always occur in BGR.although i've nvr experienced it b4, but i've seen my friends have.they always seems to be dejected whenever they had a tiff with their steads.i believe in destiny because although i had known kristen,mavis,huiyu,raudha and megan not for long, but i feel really attached to `em.when i'm with `em i feel rly relax and euphoric.i enjoy spending time with `em.but i sometimes loathe myself cos it always slipped my mouth and l'll teased `em.but l'll try my v.best not to cos i really treasure these darlings and dont wish to lose `em.yeah of cos lolita,shining,huiting,jianhui,dawn and many more are my darlings...my definition of darling means someone that i'm attached to and l'll think of `em whenever l need someone to talk to.all my darlings pls put in effort in your work, as "o" levels is a crucial year.its our last lap now so ganbatte kudasai.

30/1/09

2009-01-30T21:04:00.002+08:00

I am so grateful to gohonzon fer giving me awesome friends who make me feel that they care fer me.I truely love `em fer who they are.gawd *touch wood* if i ever got sphinocerebellar degeneration which is incurable I'll be so reluctant to leave this world as I love my height,my family,my friends`cliques`BFFLs`gans,my handwriting,my passion for sports.But dearest `friends`cliques`BFFLs`gans`family dont grieve over me if I pass away because all of you all have added colours to my life.I will not forget you!Study hard and praise yourself if you have done your best!I believe in all my friends taking "o" levels this year but please do not be complacent alright?LOVE YOU GUYS TO THE MAXIMUM!

An inspirational japanese drama serial based on true story

2009-01-25T21:14:00.004+08:00

I fall in love with a sad japanese love song one day while i was browsing through youtube videos. The song was really awesome. It was from A Litre Of Tears otherwise known as Ichi Rittoru No Namida. At first I thought that it was just like any other japanse drama series. However, it was til today that I found out that the drama series was made to commemorate a young japanese who died of Spinocerebellar Degeneration(SCD). It was an unknown disease that had no cure to it currently. She died when she was 25. I recommend people who love to watch japanese drama series to watch it. I was really emotional when I watched this drama as it was really heart-wrenching. This drama series is made based on the diary she wrote. She fought bravely with her illness until her last breathe. She kept writing in her diary to remember her experiences until she could no longer hold a pen. She was diagnosed with SCD when she was 15. The disease made her uncontrollable of her movements. Her body cannot coordinate properly, thus she kept falling. She could not move at times and her condition deteriorate as time goes by. At first, she could not accept her fate too. But she was a fillial child and did not want her parents to worry for her and thus lived normally. I shall stop here. If you wanna get this DVD it is available at TS at the price of $19.90. Thats all. Ja ne!

New thoughts fer da new year

2009-01-25T12:51:00.003+08:00

Its been ages since i last post cos I'm pretty busy with my studies cos its my "o" levels year.gawd sometimes i really wished that i have retained,cos I have weak foundation for sci(chem/phy) because I'm really distracted all the time.I just dont feel like listening.yeah but its all too late fer whining now.thank gawd my dear megan introduced her tutor to me so I'm gonna start having home tuition from this coming sun onwards for my sci(chem).I'll be having only 2 sci(phy) sessions cos I'm only unclear about chap 5,6,8.I'm under FAS so my mum has to work really hard just to fork out the fees.I will not be taking teachers for granted anymore as without `em I'm a nobody.I will be studying hard cos I dont wish that my mum's efforts to pay my fees are in vain.Anyway I'll be relaxing a little bit for new year and will try my best to cover the chapters for all subjects(except chinese) as there will be class tests/common tests coming up right after new year=.= but i guess its good practice.HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!DONT OVEREAT & STAY HEALTHY!!!

sincerest apology

2008-12-27T23:39:00.002+08:00

Hey ppl out there who hates me.look i'm really sorry okay?well i know i deserve to be hated cos well i hate myself sometimes as well.but humans make mistakes right?i know i've made many promises to change but didnt even a single bit.i'll try dis coming year cos i'm turning 16 soon dont wish to waste my life away making ppl hate me & hating ppl.cos when it comes to my mind i dont really hate anybody cos nobody is perfect so are you.so do think about ur own flaws before singling out others.i dont mean dat i'm perfect too.cos i'm far from perfect.but after thinking i've decided to be myself but no more childish acts lyk blocking ppl's way.making ppl awkward & quarrelling over minor things alright?if you have not forgive me all i can say is sorry.well to ppl out dere enjoy ur life!

new flyer distribution jobs

2008-11-21T21:47:00.002+08:00

due to some misunderstandings the $7/hr job is gone but nvm cos i found many better ones((:i went to a flyer distribution job interview a few days ago and got picked.i apply for another flyer distribution job at the west $20/200pieces and got selected too.so yeahs.the landed property which i mentioned on the earlier post still no job given cos da person said dat hes still waiting for the project details so i give up hope on that one.I'll quit once i earn around $500++.I'm gonna piak for the job!

flyer distribution job

2008-11-16T12:54:00.002+08:00

ytd i've been surfing fer the net whole day,looking fer flyers distribution jobs.gawd,now i realised that searching fer a job aint easy at all.i spent like the whole day searching.now finally managed to find 2 of such jobs.one is outside a shopping mall,and another is to distribute to landed property.the pay is quite good fer student.the 1st job is $7/hr and another is $10/hr.anw looking forward to working.(cos of the pay okays?)hahas((:buhbyes!

accupunture

2008-11-13T20:58:00.002+08:00

last sat i went to bai shi fu's house to have accupuncture as I have been coughing since young.also fer no apparent reason i always have to clear my mucus from my nose like hourly.bai shi fu said that the "lump" in my cheeks may turn into tumor if i dont obey him.i cant consume meat,fried stuff & spicy stuff.okays sad I know but to live longer.its worth it.accupunncture was really painful as many needles are being placed into my legs,stomach & face.now i dont need to clear my nose as i heeded his advice.i'm on medication too as i have to clear the impurities in my body.the lump had shrink in size.anyway people who loathe me jolly well scram!keep your comments to yourself as i dont give a shit about it!i can just delete `em so dont waste your time on earth.harpies!

suspicion

2008-11-05T19:14:00.003+08:00

I suspect that I may have cancer or internal bleeding as i have been coughing ever since I am young.Also there was once where i played blind mice & got myself injured.While jumping down the facility in the playground,my ribcage knocked against the metal pole which may have caused internal bleeding in my lungs.Also rencently,when i coughed or sneezed my small intestine will hurt alot.On tues morning,when i touched my face there seemed to be a lump around 2cm in diameter.I think it may be a large pimple or small tumor.sorry for all the hurt that I have inflicted on whoever whom i did it to.I dont mean it.I'll treasure my life now and not make others loathe me.stay healthy alright?dont worry i just suspected it,may not be as terrible yeahs?

21/10/08

2008-10-21T13:35:00.002+08:00

went to sch today cos ytd i was too lethargic & had no energy to wake up due to the malacca trip.i enjoyed only when we're shopping,eating tgt others are okay.i appreciate s'pore even more now as we have great govt unlike you know what.anyway we visited an orphanage called pangyasum i think.I really treasure the things we have especially parents as they dont have any like us.so darn happy that i'm 3rd in class position & 46th in cohort if i'm not wrong.will continue to work harder.all the best to everyone in the days to come((:

Pissed at myself!

2008-10-10T15:49:00.002+08:00

I dred this kinda feeling.da feeling of being helpless.despite me trying my best tuh keep tuh da time frame it jus din work out.a-maths paper 2 i tink i'll be able tuh do jus dat i'll nid alil' more time.crap!i'm rly lousy at time planning.gort a few qns i last min rmbered how tuh do but no time tuh complete!oso chem was rather challenging i bet i'll flunk dis paper...wont let it happen again nxt yr.darn physics last pg no time finish.i'm so @$%&^*(!...nvm no point crying over spilled milk.i'll prepare well b4 exams nxtime.i'll pay my fullest attention in class too.no more horse play.i seriously wanna go tuh JC.anw i guess i'll hav tuh fret til i get bec my results til den enjoy!

malacca trip.

2008-10-02T18:33:00.002+08:00

crap larhs!wad sho ever promises r once again broken.time & again i'm owaes used w/o realising it.sumtimes i often questioned y iish dat sho?i seriously wanna scold vulgarities but i dun wanna ruin my reputation sho 4get it.i sho damn dun feel lyk going tuh malacca.it was supposed tuh b a fun trip but.4get it...watashi wa dakirai anata!!!...thinking of gonna share room wif dat wadever craps i dun feel lyk going alr.sickening face wif a big S!darn it!!!

Myopia!

2008-09-27T09:00:00.003+08:00

*sobbs* wth i'm short sighted!myopia!'m so darn upset cos i no longer have perfect eyesight.i have nobody to blame except fer myself cos its my fault dat i'm myopic now cos i watch tv while lying & fer long hours.i jus wish dat it'll heal.but anw i'm gonna have a pair of specs made ltr aft my tution.pls do let me heal cos i'm only short sighted.i promise i'll treasure my eyesight...

13/9/08

2008-09-13T19:10:00.002+08:00

Tmr no horseplay alr.seriously planning tuh revise fer atleast 3hrs at my beloved lolita meii's hse.yipeeeeeee!dats all.too lazy blog.

happy tr's day

2008-08-29T20:30:00.002+08:00

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL BELOVED TEACHERS!
sigh* i owaess hav tuh be troubled over facial complexion probs.i tot i found hope but it turn out tuh b false cos my face iish highly sensitive tuh benzoyl peroxide i guess.i jus bot da product ytd & today i feel itch all over my face sho i decided nort tuh use it anymore.guess da oni way out now iish tuh go tuh da face shop or buy blemish gel from spahaven.i sum wad hav no faith in facial poducts anymore other den cetaphil gentle skin cleanser cos its rly gd.but i nid cream fer my face sho i tink i'll buy acne cream from either da face shop or spahaven cos i tried oxy5,oxy cover,T3,zap-it products but i guess none works.last resort alr.anw partly iish due tuh puberty but am eating healthily now.anw i rly feel sad fer today's tr's day celeb cos da songs made me wanna cry.i'm sumone who iish rly emotional owaess cry easily derhs.but sumtimes bear wif it sho as nort tuh show a weaker side of me((:dats all buhbyes((:

nort going over branded stuff.

2008-08-17T13:03:00.002+08:00

erm i'm nort crazy over branded stuff jus dat da designs r rly attractive & quality perhaps better?i'm ok wif stuff dat r nort branded too as long as dey r nort chinese brands as usually chinese brands goods r of inferior quality & nort durable.yup dats all.

CDAC best progress award ceremony.

2008-08-16T22:57:00.004+08:00

today went tuh the republic cultural centre today fer da CDAC best progress award ceremony.i went dere wif dawn lin anw we got off @ da wrong bus stop & had ruh walk bec but it aint too far sho yeah its alrites.made 2 new frenz which we get along quite well.one of `em iish tan hui yim she rly resembles roxanne from side view & she's from da mai sec if i had'nt heard wrongly.she iish a happy-go-lucky person i guess as she's practically luffing all da time.another one was daphne tan i got tuh noe her when i spoke tuh her when we saw hui yim's bottle on da grd went she left fer da ladies.i knew hui yim as i started speaking tuh her aft da 1st toilet break.she shouted bomb sho loudly dat practically everyone looked at us from infront & she asked me tuh shh den i was lyk rofl cos its nort me wad.anw i rly lyk both of deir personality as we hit it off quite well.

read a book dat inspires me tuh b a better person.

2008-08-09T20:39:00.002+08:00

picked up a book dat i wanted tuh read long ago but find it too naggy tuh read on.it iish entitled making friend(a guide to getting along with people) by Andrew Matthews.its contents iish rly inspiring & it rly show how we usually treat others & how it affects our relationship between our friends & ppl ard us dat we care & love."If we only see our faults,we expect that others will see only our faults." which iish rly true fer me."Comparing ourselves to others is a trap." cos we should compare da present us tuh da past us nort tuh others cos we r a unique individual.parents,trs & lovers often say:" why cant you be more like your brother?" da answer iish because I'm not my brother.If i were i did b exactly like him.nobody can make u miserable w/o ur permission.5 steps to show dat u respect someone.1)LISTEN.2)EMPATHISE.3)IDENTIFY THE SITUATION.4)"WHAT ELSE?"5)"WHAT DO YOU LIKE ME TO DO?"tell ppl how u feel.if someone disagrees with me,my job is to let him do so,this makes life alot easier.solution to get things done.1)tell `em what u want.2)tell `em wad happens if dey do it.3)tell `em wad happens if dey dun do it.ur challenge in life is to be true to urself,to experience as much as u can,to treat others the way u like tuh b treated,and above all ENJOY ur life.if u lyk tuh find out more u may want tuh borrow my book but provided dat u'd take gd care of it & return tuh me wif da same condition lyk when i lent it tuh u.

revision♥

2008-08-04T19:37:00.002+08:00

heyoos sorwiies bout nort posting fer sho long.anw went tuh dawn meii's hse ytd wif loli meii tuh study fer ss.end up oni me & loli meii study.dawn meii nvr study.but i oni managed tuh cover causes of da conflicts in sri lan ka & parts of da consequences in sri lanka.anw quite happy wif myself as i finally revised.i'll do my tuh help pull up my studies & i've confidence in myself dat i'll score much better dis time round in end of year exams atleast 1 distinction cos m-y-e dun hav.will try tuh squeeze into da top 60 fer lv position but if cannot & oni results inmproved i'm glad enuff.buhbyes♥

studies

2008-07-25T15:54:00.001+08:00

decided tuh revise my studies every sat & sun cos i rly wanna score well as a person who iish smart but due tuh laziness dey din perform during exams its a pity i dun wanna be lyk dat anymore.ganbatte everybody!

kool!

2008-07-02T16:36:00.002+08:00

ohayo gozaimasu~sch was great today as i rly enjoy jokes frm mrs ng & mr ho.tell u wad...w/o `em sch's life iish lyk damn boring.zeng lao shi oso v.comical but today no jokes.other trs i dun rly enjoy deir lessons cos i hav tuh stone dere & listen of cos.anw today's ashley tisdale b'day...HAPPY B'DAY sweetiie.i'm rly puzzled as tuh how ppl treat others.sum of my frenz...well if dey r considered as one...treat me v.well @ times & act as though dey dunnoe me @ times...i seriously dun understand y?do i hav tuh take da initiative?ever...i hec care alr...y do i hav tuh pls `em?i'm one great self too though i hav flaws...let nature take its course...if wanna tgt den tgt dOwan den dOwan...weird...i rly lurbbe mrs ng as a tr cos she iish lyk a great tr...gort looks,can teach,humourous,cute @ times?...how i wish she'll b my eng tr fer da nxt yr too...cos its a pity if she isnt...i wanna noe her msn sho we can keep in contact anw i kinda believe in fate sho yeah dats all sayonara :(

21/6/08

2008-06-21T13:31:00.002+08:00

gawd...havent started revision yet.feel sho sorwiies fer myself.once again i broken da promise dat i wanted tuh do.seems lyk i rly nid tuh work hard when sch re-opens lyk doing a few sums everyday.pay attention in class & slp on 10pm sharp sho dat i can concentrate.all da best peers.& one thing i wont b posting til da nxt long vacation which iish during nov~dec.

-love ♠charisma

fabulous

2008-06-13T15:09:00.003+08:00

Fabulous

[Sharpay]
It's out with the old
And in with the new
Goodbye clouds of grey
Hello skies of blue

A dip in the pool
A trip to the spa
Endless days in my chaise
The whole world according to moi

Excuse me
Thank you

Iced tea imported from England
Lifeguards imported from Spain
Towels imported from Turkey
And turkey imported from Maine...

[Sharpay & Ryan]
We gonna relax & renew

[Sharpay]
You go do!

I want fabulous
That is my simple request
All things fabulous
Bigger and better and best
I need something inspiring to help me get along
I need a little fabulous is that so wrong?

Fetch me my jimmy choo flip flops
Where is my pink prada tote?
I need my tiffany hairband
Then I can go for a float...

[Ryan & Sharpettes]
Summer like never before

[Sharpay]
I want more!

She wants fabulous
That is her simple request
All things fabulous
Bigger and better and best
She needs something inspiring to help her get along
She needs a little fabulous is that so wrong?

Fabulous pool fabulous splash
Fabulous parties even fabulous trash
Fabulous fashion fabulous bling
She's got to have fabulous everything

[Sharpay & Ryan]
Nothing to discuss

[Sharpay]
Everything's got to be perfect

For me

[Ryan & Sharpettes]
She wants fabulous
That is her simple request
All things fabulous
Bigger and better and best
She needs something inspiring to help her get along
She needs a little fabulous is that so wrong?

[Sharpay]
This wont do!
That's a bore!
That's insulting!
I need more!

I need I need
I need I need
I need I need

I need FABULOUS!

[Sharpay]
Oh I like what I see
I like it alot

[Sharpettes]
Is this absolutely fabulous?

[Ryan & Sharpettes]
Fabulous fabulous fabulous

[Sharpay]
Absolutely...NOT!

13/6/08

2008-06-13T15:04:00.002+08:00

sorwiies bout nort posting fer sho long cos my life iish pretty boring.anw...i feel dat i dun understand her.i guess life has drifted us apart...or shld i say i dun even understand her in da 1st place.i sumhow hav da feelin' dat its jus a false appearance dat we r close.& sumtimes i oso feel dat i'm using her.aft considerin' i dun rly think dat looks matters when we r frenz.but i wanna look gd.i mean i dun rly care about da looks if i wanna make frenz but character iish rly impt.still 55kg aft sho much hardwork.sigh maybe i shld let nature take its course.its lyk ik look at all da famous artistes when dey were at my age dey were quite fat however when dey grow up tuh ard 20 yr old & above dey slim down automatically.yup.dats all buhbyes...

newsboy hat

2008-06-07T20:09:00.001+08:00

busy searching fer shops dat carryhat named newsboy hat & nth great tuh post sho here's a short one sorwiies readers((:

acne

2008-05-31T00:01:00.002+08:00

i rly hate acne.i wonder will my face ever b cured?i rly rly rly want bec my smooth face badly.i hope dat thru refraining frm eating heaty stuff & junk food i can prevent da outbreak of acne.i rly want a smooth face.will my parents every understand dat i rly wanna change my looks?i rly appreciate god fer my height.weight iish ok but i wanna improve as i'm lack of looks.as i dOwan live my dis life full of regrets.anw wish me luck in healing my face...

part & parcel of teenage?

2008-05-30T23:56:00.002+08:00

i dun lyk tuh walk near him when we go out tgt cos he owaess dun wanna buckle his shirt properly.he tink dat he hav a great figure?!?atleast buckle til cannort c chest larhs...he oso gort attitude prob.owaess yelling at me.cant he lyk speak nicely?i'll do jus da same if he does...owaess siding meii meii.sumtimes i rly wonder whether its better tuh hav a dad or nort.he owaess get cheated despite our warnings.he'll jus say "haiya!" til its too late fer regrets & den he'll b cursing & swearing.sumtimes i cant control da urge tuh disturb meii meii & sumtimes my `gan`cliques`BFFLs.iish dis part & parcel of teenage or iish it jus me?

him...

2008-05-30T23:49:00.002+08:00

i loathe him.he owaess contradict me.owaess tink dat he iish rite bout everything.nvr try speaking tuh me nicely.owaess raising his voicei wonder when will dis quarrelling stop?hiax...i tend tuh act recklessly cant i jus control my mind well?y am i sho hot-tempered?i wanna b an obedient child dat everyone dotes on.i wanna b a good fren whar frenz treasure.i wanna b an outstanding child whar ppl admire.i wanna possess da inner qualities of felicia chin.i wanna b able tuh calm down & tink clearly in times anger & dun hurt da feelings of anyone.will anyone b able tuh understand da struggle dat i'm going thru tuh break free frm da old & scornful me?will dey noe wad i rly want?

fats arghs!

2008-05-29T21:36:00.002+08:00

fine fine i dun deny i'm despo tuh lose weight cos i'm afraid i'll gain tonnes of weight while growing up sho i nid tuh lose weight!i'm sorwiies god i thankiiews fer giving me a healthy body & beautiful height & a ok weight but pls dun blame me fer persueing fer da better i wanna lose weight tuh become 50kg cos i tink fer my height its a perfect weight.i wanna lose weight!ganbatte kudasai!no matter wad i wanna lose weight...if u support me thks.if nort den jus shh...

haix...

2008-05-29T16:56:00.007+08:00

i dunnoe y but den most probably its da hormones dats causing all da pimples its rly a headache & i cant rly get rid of my habit of eating junk food lyk tidbits...i'm such a whore...my `gan`cliques`BFFLs pls horhs if u c me eating tidbits often pls stop me cos i'm rly desperate tuh hav smooth complexion lyk i hav lastime.weight iish oso a problem tuh me i'm lyk 168cm barely 5"7 i mean 170cm but den my weight iish lyk 55kg?!?tuh me its unacceptable pls pls help me!i'm rly desperate tuh become 50kg!hiax..anw sumtimes i rly wonder y do hav tuh b sho stressful wif everything ard us...studies,looks,frenz,relationship,peer pressure...if oni everything iish wad we wished fer.if oni everyone iish satisfied wif wad dey hav...gawd...my `gans`cliques`BFFLs gives me power tuh press on...cos dey hav better results den i hav...sho in order tuh b on par wif `em i've decided tuh revise & do my hols assignment properly...oso when sch re-opens,i'll pay attention in class & slp early @ nites sho i hav da energy tuh pay attention...aft seeing sho much poor results frm ppl ard me including myself...i hav woken up frm ym dream...frm dis yr onwards it'll b an impt yr every yr cos ur future rly matters.w/o a gd qualification u cannort survive in dis realistic world.sho study hard b4 its too late fer regrets.

spent my night @ meii's hse ytd.

2008-05-28T19:47:00.002+08:00

ytd went tuh sch fer chem extra lessons.kinda had fun cos we had our lesson on in dance room sho dere's air-con due tuh our class partition being separated.chatt-ed wif guiqin & was sarcastic tuh joey cos yeah jus trying tuh motivate her tuh b realistic.yup.anw went tuh dawn meii's hse aft dat & spent da nite dere cos my mum & sis went tuh m'sia w/o me cos dey said dat da custom would b v.crowded as it iish da peak hours.had cawanmushi(spelt wrongly),fried chicken wings & of cos rice fer breakfast made by meii's mum.ok larhs.den slack ard.den did maths assignment den went home...hiax...

things dat i wanna do during dis Jun Hols!

2008-05-25T22:04:00.009+08:00

dere r few things dat i rly wanna do during dis jun hols:

shopping wif ling jiie,loli meii & dawn meii

revising & brushing up of my studies

jogging wif dawn meii tuh lose weight & boost stamina rollerblading

24 may 08

2008-05-25T21:41:00.002+08:00

on fri me,loli meii & dawn meii went cp shop shop aft sch cos i wanna buy da converse all star sch shoes wif grey stripes on its side cos tuh me its design quite niice but quite ex cos $39.90 lehs near tuh $40 alr.it wad ard 9am++ when we reach-ed dere sho we shop fer lyk ard an hour b4 da converse shop open-ed.den dawn meii's mum called her ask her go sch take report bk cos actually she nid ptm but her mum called her ft sho dunnid lerhs & oso i 4gotten tuh hand in da malacca trip consent form sho we went bec aft i bot my shoes.den its lyk sho crazy cos we went tuh da staff's room several time but mdm rositah wasnt dere sho we went ard da sch tuh find her but no available.sho she suggest-ed going tuh general office tuh ask if mdm rositah was still in da sch.den mdm jasbir said she was in da hall pinning up things.sho we went dere but nobody was dere we loiter-ed ard den dawn meii saw mrs ali & ask-ed her gort saw mdm rositah anorts den we were told dat she was in AVA theatre sho went dere wah seh she was rly dere thankiiews alot mrs ali.den went home & slept lyk a pig...actually nort rly cos da weather iish too humid den din rly slp fer long =x ironical rites?i noe.

painting

2008-05-25T21:33:00.002+08:00

i started tuh paint my dorm on fri.@ 1st i tot it was quite fun but aft sat i realise-d its pure hardwork fer gals.cos u gotto noe how much strength tuh use on da rollers tuh paint da room or else u'll find urself cover-ed in paint.u can imagine how i look lyk when i finish-ed painting.a hilarious sight.paint was all over me.my clothes,my face,my arms,my calves,my feets.u nid tuh noe how much paint tuh & da amt of water u nid tuh add in order tuh b a $$ saver.u got tuh paint da same spot several times cos u'll c da previous colour if u dun.anw i can complete painting my dorm by tmr or tues i guess.dats all buhbyes.

24/5/08

2008-05-25T21:21:00.002+08:00

actually plann-ed tuh go shopping @ bugis wif mummy & meii meii.but den cos of sum reasons which i wont elaborate on meii meii dOwan go alr...den i & mummy cycle tuh compass den park-ed bike dere.its still dere now.LOLs.den erm horhs mummy go get down @ boon keng den i was damn furious cos she go dere eat say wad aft dat den go.i was sho fume-d dat when she ask-ed me wad i wanna eat i shout-ed I DOWAN EAT I WANT GO BUGIS ONI!den she gave me $20 ask-ed me enuff anorts i jus grab & left.den she chase-d aft me i dunnoe cos i listening tuh music til she pull-ed my shirt & ask-ed me wanna eat anorts but i said NO & went tuh MRT-ed.reach-ed bugis den shopp-ed ard den go c shades cos she gave me $$ tuh buy shades.look fer a loong time b4 deciding which tuh buy.bot 1 wif rly cool lens well atleast tuh me its cool.but da "frame" v.aunty but nvm cos i oni care bout da lens & da main role of shades iish da lens.den went home.sianx...

22/5/08

2008-05-25T21:08:00.002+08:00

thu was da last day of sch & i was lyk deadbeat cos cant slp due tuh da sweltering weather which i hope can go bec tuh normal lyk lastime cos its seriously too hot tuh take it & especially when i dun own a air-con @ home...nort in da rite state of mind tuh study cos of da malacca trip.but den i alr made a promise tuh myself & dat iish tuh revise,recap & brush up on my studies cos though i gort 4th in class position & 72nd in lv position it wasnt gd enuff cos i feel dat i din rly do my best & besides i deproved my overall performance was lyk 61% sho damn lousy cos i deteriorated but improved in positions cos many ppl still in deir dreamy mood.i'm sure dey wake up sho i must study hard tuh keep pace wif `em.den aft sch during thu plann-ed tuh go bball wif loli meii but went home change 1st.aft dat i sms-ed her den she cor me go meet her & ling jiie sho i did.den sho funny luhs i kept teasing ling jiie sorwiies arhs no offence jus kidding.den we stand outside banquet fer lyk 10mins dunnoe whar tuh go den say wad ppl bald?!?den went metro ROFL!den went home cos ling jiie's cousin called her.

malacca trip.

2008-05-21T18:33:00.002+08:00

sianx...today da announcement bout malacca i sho damn happy.den end up mdm rositah told us postponed tuh oct18~19.haix..sad..nvm @least i noe my per*** aint on dat date den sure hav fun!sho happy cos mdm rositah allowed us tuh share room wif our frenz.den i sharing room wif ling jiie & guiqin.hahas.den we talk talk talk.shop shop shop.den v.shuang hahas.anw...hope da m'sia gvt wont fite wif s'pore gvt alr.& hope i score well fer E-O-Y den can hav lOads of fun.yay!

went tuh hm wif dad & meii.

2008-05-21T18:11:00.002+08:00

today dad siaox siax go call me when i in class den my fone vibrate lyk mad.thkfully i gort set silent worhs.den cor again.LOLs.den i aft sch chiong home cos dad & meii meii waiting fer me tuh go tuh hougang mall tgt wif `em cos i wanna buy 3 adidas da body spray fer women cos dat day i bot rites ytd my meii meii go & spray lyk 1/2 da bottle on her baby pooh.i was dulan luhs but den i noe dad today take pay sho i asked him buy fer me he straight away agree.sho happy.den sho funny can i go dat coffeeshop den dey go kopitiam.den i go kopitiam dey go coffeeshop.LOLs.my meii meii bot mix-ed veg rice hurhs $1.70 nia.i ate tomyam sliced fish soup wif rice damn niice.oso share-d a bowl of chendol.den bus-ed home.tmr planning go loli meii's hse play bball.♥♥♥

21/5/08

2008-05-21T18:04:00.002+08:00

sumtimes i'm jus putting on a smile tuh hide my tearing face.sumtimes i luff when i'm actually bleeding deep down inside but i wanna hide my tears.i rly dunnoe wads on ur mind.or shld i say u dunnoe me well enuff.true frenz dun make use of each other but dis iish wad i tink u r doing tuh me.sumtimes i doubt my existence in dis world.i'm lack of looks & brains & maybe even dun even hav da knowledge of how tuh treat my frenz well.haix...

hp curse.

2008-05-19T19:04:00.003+08:00

i decided tuh post bout dis nort cos of fun.i jus received a call from my relative.he iish a matured adult.he told my dad nort tuh ans any unknown calls @ nite aft 10pm cos it may b da curse dat he iish talking about & it endangers ur life.aft answering tuh dat unknown call u'll die.its no harm in believing & its up tuh u whether tuh believe or nort.cos its ur life.& erm da caller's no. usually appears as red.i dunnoe whether tuh believe it or norts i `ban xin ban yi` larhs cos jh did a research alr it seems tuh b a prank played by a teenager frm i'sia which den dis msg iish sent tuh m'sia den s'pore.den many ppl add things which r nort true tuh dis fact dat made it sho serious.but den u believe anorts its up tuh u.

had a great day!

2008-05-18T22:01:00.002+08:00

today woke up @ ard 8.30am & watched tv til 11.30am den rest.bathed & packed my bagpack b4 riding tuh dawn meii's hse.in a real bad mood cos of wad happened @ home.watch-ed tv.went tuh her kitchen & she open-ed da fridge & i saw 3 milo bars.& i said wow & she gave me 1 sho sweet.quite tasty!hahas den we watch-ed da halin sch's show dey cook sushi meii oso wanna cook den gort ingredients sho we did.den while waiting fer da rice tuh cook we ate a big pack of lays bbq flavour.meii cook-ed da rice & mix-ed it wif vinegar.& she prepare-d da crabstick fer she herself & her bro & i prepare-d mine.sho niice cos mine gort alot mayo hahas((:den we decided tuh go fer running cos i ate too much.we ran aft dat walk-ed tuh anchorvale swimming complex wah seh its lyk sho niice.den meii & i decided tuh sneak inside cos its nort officially open-ed.it looks lyk wild wild wet.nxtime sure go dere!den we walk-ed home aft exploring anchorvale cc.rest & bid farewell.hahas.niice day.going tuh her hse tmr((:

18/5/08

2008-05-18T12:27:00.001+08:00

sumtimes when too much things happens it makes one becomes hard-hearted & dat person cannort b blamed fer it.

i'm sho vexed!

2008-05-18T11:56:00.002+08:00

I wonder if anyone rly understands me or nort?maybe i'm jus lyk talking tuh myself since nobody bothers tuh read my blog.aiyah i oso dOwan ask anyone visit my blog cos its lyk forcing `em tuh noe me better.i hec care alr.wanna partner who all dese.everybody hav rites tuh partner who dey want.i dOwan `qiang ren suo nan` alr.anw dis iish supposed tuh b a trip tuh relax.okaasan owaess ask me b guai b guai.hav u every tot of urself when u were young r u guaii?u told me once u werent sho dun keep kbing me.idiot.tink wad everything u do iish rite arhs?all u noe iish use violence no wonder we oso sho violence learnt from U!& u imooto tink wad u still small arhs?act spastic.childish!i use ur hp tuh buy habbo credits sho wad?i gort wrong sho?din u did da same tuh me too lastime?i'm merely taking my revenge.u oso took okaasan's hp buy habbo credits wad?my hp gort $$ means u can use arhs?wad crap?& u otoosan go tell okaasan wad crap ytd?she had took bec da 60ringgit i was intending tuh bring tuh m'sia.when da date nearers she surely will cut da price one luhs cos of u knn.ass larhs i alr tolerate wif dis family fer a long time alr luhs!u tink its sho easy tuh change y dun u try?i rly wonder sumtimes wad did i do in da past tuh deserve family lyk u all.

quiz.

2008-05-17T22:24:00.002+08:00

this quiz was given tuh me by my fren sho here's my ans(u can post `em @ ur blog too):
1)at wad age do u wish do get married?
hmm...i dunnoe let nature take its course.i believe in "yuan fen"(fate).
2)who iish more impt tuh u frenz or stead?
LOLs.i dun hav a stead sho frenz.even if i hav frenz r still my ans cos stead nvr last 4ever((:
3)who iish da person u trusted most?
hmm...my mum owaess nort tuh trust ppl.but den i trust gladys jiie,ling jiie,loli meii,ning meii,yvonne meii,dawn meii,huiting,mich meii...(sorwiies gort more den 1 ans).
4)do u tink u r confident?
nah.if i'm i wont b saying dat i wanna change.^^
5)if u hav a wish dat will come true wad will it be?
tuh hav unlimited wishes =x
6)which part of u do u tink attracts ppl tuh u?
i dunnoe.cos ppl attracts me nort i attract ppl.hahas.
7)do u believe in 4ever?
yeah.duh if nort i did i mentioned 4ever `gans`cliques`BFFLs?
8)do u believe in eternal lurbbe?
dunnoe?
9)hav u broke sumone's heart dat he/she tried tuh commit suicide?
nah.i'm too kind tuh do sho.especially i'm trying real hard tuh treat ppl ard me better((:
10)wad r da requirements fer ur partner?
too many =x
11)wad feeling do u lurbbe most?
da feeling when i'm wif my `gans`cliques`BFFLs^^
12)wad feelings do u loathe most?
when ppl i lurbbe r hurt.when i'm hurt or vexed.
13)do u cherish ur friendships?
of cos.its lyk duh.
14)do u believe in god?
maybe.
15)wads da most impt part of ur life?
`gans`cliques`BFFLs
16)who cares fer u da most?
gladys jiie.
17)decribe da person dat last tagged u in 5 words.
innocent,friendly,niice,kind,cute?
18)wad did u regret nort doing?
being a men?cos women hav periods.
19)if time could rewind wad would u want it tuh be?
disaster & crime free world.
20)how intelligent am i?
i'm nort sure but my iq iish 129.

vexed!

2008-05-17T22:09:00.003+08:00

I'm super duper vexed now.1stly cos of my poor academics.2ndly about my jiie & meii having a cold war.3rdly about da trip tuh malacca,it may nort turn out da way i wished it would.i hope can sit wif jiie & gq if possible wif sl oso.but i'm sure will end up jiie & her dearie tgt.nvm barhs den i sit wif gq(:maybe i shld jus sit alone...other things i rly wanna do tgt wif jiie & `cliques.dats all.many issues r running thru my tots now.*sigh*...wadever.anw i'm used tuh being left alone.or maybe its jus me dats tinking too much.

♠charisma:dis iish jus wad i'm tinking of rite now.may change.i owaess tink too much dats wad my `meiis tell me.

converse all star canvas shoes((:

2008-05-17T15:38:00.003+08:00

went tuh compass wif my sis today tuh get my converse all star canvas shoes which cost oni $39.90 u.p.$65.90 sho i saved quite alot((:i planned tuh buy da pink canvas shoes but da shop attendant said dat dey oni hav size 5 fer dat colour.i was nort rly disappointed cos i guess dat design was lyk kinda plain?i told dat shop attendant dat i needed size 9 fer da black shoes wif prints on it.she said oni gort size 7.i was lyk awww.den i asked about da black shoes wif pink stripes.she said dats da last pair size 5.i was lyk ok.den i told her dat i wanna try size 7 fer dat 2nd shoe dat i picked.guess wad?its jus lyk my trail sneakers' size.i was lyk ok.den i bot it.aft checking i realised dat size 7 fer guys iish size 9 fer women.no wonder it fits my feets.sho glad.hmm...gotto save til 2nd week of jun den can buy converse all star sch shoes wif grey stripes.will try tuh save asap.

MISS LOH LING WEI HAPPY B'DAY♥♥♥

had a fun day((:

2008-05-16T22:23:00.002+08:00

aft dat.loli meii said her ncdcc cap at hougang mall cos sent fer dry cleaning.sho she called her mum den ask-ed wanna go anorts.den ask-ed me along.den went tuh board bus 27.saw eesing & huiyu but nvr said hi cos we lyk strangers.paiseh arhs.reach-ed.1st we went collect dat ncdcc cap.den went tuh adjust loli meii's specs.den shop-ped ard.den went tuh 4th storey eat.we sit wif 1 stranger.den oni gort 3 seats.but we nid 4.dat uncle finished his food.den ltr buy another plate come bec.i was lyk wtf?loli meii's mum bot wanton mee fer me & loli.loli's bro bot omelete fried rice.wah gd thing dat uncle finished v.fast.den when aunty came bec gort seat alr.den ryan go buy drinks fer me-greentea,loli-grassjelly & himself-f&n grape.den i wanna go look fer shoes & loli meii,ryan & deir mum acc.den end up loli meii bot a pair of sch shoes instead of me buying -.- lols.den i suddenly said bout da adidas perfume den loli meii told me gort sell den we immediately go c.i bot da fruity rhythm fer women.sho cheap $3.60 oni.3 fer $10 sho cheap nxtime gonna buy again.hahas had a fun day^^

bballing

2008-05-16T22:11:00.003+08:00

went tuh loli meii's hse.den i tot dawn meii joining us in da bball game but she said she buy ice-pop den go home cos her mum call-ed & said dat she's going tuh work den stylus nobody tc sho gotto go home T.T den me & loli meii acc her go buy ice-pop.den she bot 1 fer me & loli meii.thankiiews ^^ wah seh nobody seh.suddenly sho many ppl fighting fer our court.=.=lll den gort one act lian char bo come say ehs i join u all arhs...me & loli meii oso nvr agree den she jus play-ed match wif us-.-lll den i was lyk ok nvm.but she damn rough can?scold wad "cheebye" , "fuck" aiyah two words.uncouth & lian.say wad friendly match den keep playing rough.lols.den loli meii say yeah wad friendly match den dey `diam diam` i was lyk yeah yeah!wtf luhs dat "lian" go bang into loli meii jus tuh win causing her tuh hurt her eye balls.tmd larhs ass.our court lehs.den aft match dat lian go play rubik's den loli meii teach a kid infront of da "lian".she was lyk impressed can?cos loli meii solved.den went tuh loli meii's hse.

my converse all star pink canvas shoes.

2008-05-16T22:06:00.003+08:00

when i'm in sch today i rly wished dat sch would end soon cos i'm rly looking 4ward tuh buying my converse all star pink canvas shoes.v.niice can?well atleast i tink sho.aft sch when tuh meet up wif dawn meii & loli meii & huiting cos cant find ning meii.yup went tuh board da lrt tgt.reach-ed.den i quickly dragged my meiis tgt wif me tuh da converse shop.sho disappointing cos nvr open =.=lll but nvm cos tmr aft 1pm open alr.den i'm gonna get my shoes.

yeah tmr's miss loh's b'day((:

saddist.

2008-05-15T18:05:00.003+08:00

sho sad siax...ytd i asked loli meii acc me go bugis st den end up she cor me say dOwan go shop disappointed.den i cor dawn meii she said her mum dun let her go out...sobbs.den i cor yvonne meii she said gort guitar lesson...i was lyk ok...den end up i go dere myself...bot a zinc bag...hmm bargained fer da 1st time.hehex was a success((:da bag quite niice larhs well @ least i tink sho.wah seh bugis da things damn cheap can?sho affordable & trendy.den jus now ling jiie msg-ed me saying she oso going malacca sho happy((:can shop shop shop & shop.i decided go liaos cos dun go wasted.den we had a loooooong chat on da fone.sho fun siax((:shall nort go on more bout da details.looking 4ward tuh da trip tuh malacca((:

slaughtered-----dead

2008-05-09T16:26:00.002+08:00

lOls!i cant believe it exams r finally over!but den i'll b rly emO when i gOrt bec da papers cOs im quite clear dat i wOnt dO as well as i did fer CA.anw whO cares its over nOw its nOrt lyk u can turn bec da time((:lit was pretty okay...but den i wrOte v.lil' fer 2 qns...i used 4 papers bOth sides...osO scared ltr outta pOint...ohwells its over.hiax...nOw i'm hesitating whether tuh gO tuh dis trip tuh malacca anOrts.lyk v.fun lyk dat especially wif mavis,stacie,guiqing,aminah,luqman dey all.wads mOre gort shOpping lehs cant wait.i'm a shOpping fanatic althOugh u cant tell.den shO many yummy fOod.sOunds fun lehs.but i've gOrt alOt wOrries.c hOw it gOes & i'll make my decision when da date nearers.mOst imptly scared lOse passpOrt den cant cOme bec..."AHHHHHHH!"anw enjOy ur hOls & party all da way lyk mrsng said hahas!

all da best((:

2008-05-08T12:40:00.003+08:00

heyoos all art students gratz u hav ended ur exams.best wishes fer all lit students tmr cos tmr iish da last paper.yay!gawd.dis iish da 1st time i feel sho depressed cos of da maths.da more i tot about it da more i'm afraid tuh get bec my results as i'm bound tuh do badly in `em.anw no point brooding over `em cos its alr over & dere's nth i can do luhs...other den revising my work everyday & ask when in doubt,most imptly pay attention in class.i'll prepare well fer da nxt coming exams cos i wanna do well & b promoted tuh sec 4 exp nxt year woots ((: all da best peepos((:

sho sho sorwiies.

2008-05-07T19:45:00.002+08:00

Hav it ever occurs tuh u how it feels lyk tuh change urself?I can tell u its challenging cos i've been thru it.guess i havent changed much.still as reckless sho rly gotto change but i nid more time til december.cos i nid tuh b able tuh control my temper cos i flare up sho easily omost at anything...i owaess disturb my sis wreaking havoc in da family.hiax.15 alr still sho imature.i'll try tuh clear my tots b4 doing anything foolish nxtime.ning meii rmb remind me worhs.dOwan make my `gans`cliques`BFFLs upset alr.guess sometimes its rly hard tuh accept negative comments but i guess its true.dats all.huiting,dawn,szemin,huiqi,lindsey,esther all da best fer ur Art exams tmr.hope u'll do well.rest well♥♥♥

shit!

2008-05-07T18:48:00.002+08:00

gawd.flunk a total of 3 subjects.infact,i think dat i'll do better fer social studies compared tuh maths which was supposed tuh b my strongest subject.i flunk e-maths paper 2,a-maths & chem.e-maths paper 2 was kinda difficult fer da 1st time i started tuh hate maths & questioned myself whether if i'm rly gd at it at all.perhaps its rly rite.`xue xi ru ni shui xing zhou,bu jin ze tui`.dis saying iish nvr wrong.practice rly makes perfect.seems lyk i rly hav tuh work hard now.i realised dat i nvr rly pay attention in class.ohwells will slp early in da future sho dat i can stay awake tuh pay attention sho dat i'll do well.u all must too.ganbatte kudasai♥♥♥lit was pretty ok.fri iish da last paper.

i dunnoe who i'm.

2008-05-05T15:47:00.003+08:00

hmm sorwiies fer everything.gawd.am i gonna die soon.i owaess feel giddy & my vision becomes blurriie w/o any rhyme or reason.& & sumtimes my heart lyk burning lyk dat dunnoe y.lastime when i was young i went tuh play blind mice wif my frenz all smaller den me.we went tuh da amusement park behind prime mart den i was sho close tuh being catched sho i jump down da metal bar.da metal bar hit my ribcage & & i was badly hurt.til now da ribcage still c lyk popping out compared tuh another side.u feel it u'll noe.ohwells maybe i hurt my organs.sumtimes i dun even rly understand myself.hiax...i'm v.inferior being wif gals which r gd-looking cos i hav lots of acne & & i'm sho fat.cant i b lyk anyone else hav a smooth complexion face all dis?!?i rly wanna slim down.u may qn y i wanna do sho.my ans iish v.simple i dOwan live my dis life as a ugly woman & i dOwan waste dis life.i owaess believe "tian sheng wo cai,bi you yong" but now i dunnoe if its true anymore.does anyone understands how i feel?

wad does karen stands for.

2008-04-26T14:36:00.000+08:00

What Karen Means

K is for Keen

A is for Abstract

R is for Revolutionary

E is for Entertaining

N is for Neat

http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyournamemeanquiz/">What Does Your Name Mean?

wad karen means.

2008-04-26T14:25:00.001+08:00

What Karen Means

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

da keys tuh ur life.

2008-04-25T23:14:00.001+08:00

The Keys to Your Life

Anything good in your life comes from your ability to play and be free.

The best way for you to solve a problem is to let go of it.

Anything bad in your life comes from sinking to the level of those around you.

Remember to lift people up, and refuse to participate in anything petty.

http://www.blogthings.com/thekeystoyourlife/">The Keys To Your Life

3 qns personality test.

2008-04-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

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